Friday, February 3, 2017

Bid Farewell to 2016, Say Hi to 2017

Posted by Mizy Mizearly at Friday, February 03, 2017

So this is it; my first post since the last time couldn't remember. I know I've been gone for such a long time. To be honest I almost forget having this blog. I also thought to erase this blog since I couldn't keep it updated. Well, that what I thought. But then, I just couldn't simply throw away everything I had built for quiet a few years now. This is everything that reminds of me of who I was, and who I am now. I decide to delete some of my old post which I thought doesn't really matter anymore. 

Done with that, ugh. So I guess 2016 has pass me by then. A lot of things happen actually but I couldn't remember some of it; not that it's not important but because it is very important that I choose to live that moment. yeah. As odd as 2016 may have been, I could never forget all the lesson I've learnt. There's ups and downs, pain and heartbreak, but never once a regret. I still count all the blessing I have received and the one yet to come. 

My wish for this 2017, to be one of those amazing year just like the years before. No new resolution as I still find myself struggling to achieve the old one. I've been studying my degree in Music and this is my senior year, my final year. So I just wish the best of everything I do in future, well I don't know what the future holds, I can only pray for the best of it. Well, that's sums up everything. I'll try to update as many as I can next time. 

Saturday, April 23, 2016

Memories to Look Back

Posted by Mizy Mizearly at Saturday, April 23, 2016
Usually I'm not really excited when it's come to April, which is my birthday month. Why? Because I don't really celebrate my birthday. yeah. It's just, I don't like celebrating the day when you become older, not literally ageing, but just become a little older. Basically, I don't like seeing the number increasing each year. It's scared me, to be honest. Being older means you become more wise yet it doesn't really define your maturity. The life's experience that makes you bolder, wiser and yes, more mature. 

God has gave me the most wonderful gift ever I could ask for. He gave me chances to met someone who gives meaning to my life again which I believe it doesn't happen for coincidence. The universe has existed for a billions of years and we ended up living at the same time, and I believe that counts for something. Our soul has met each other for a reason. 

Thank you for all the days we spend together and how I wish I have more time with you. Thank you for the love you gave me and for making my life meaningful again. Most of all, I thanked God that he gave us chance to met each other, to experience this life. 

Monday, February 29, 2016

Blue Moon

Posted by Mizy Mizearly at Monday, February 29, 2016

Everything went so fast. 

It's new year and then it's 29th February, which we only get to live by every 4 years. But that's not the point because we get to live and grow up each day. 

We did. 

We all want to grow up, so desperate to get there, to grab all the opportunities we can; to live. We're so busy trying to get out of that nest, we don't think about the fact that it's going to be cold out there.

Really freakin' cold. 
Because growing up sometimes means leaving people behind, and by the time we stand on our own two feet, we're standing there 'alone' and I wonder if you ever look up there, is there anyone staring back? 

Wednesday, December 2, 2015

December words

Posted by Mizy Mizearly at Wednesday, December 02, 2015

“It’s so hard to forget pain, but it’s even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for happiness. We learn so little from peace.” - Chuck Palahniuk

And maybe, just maybe we don't want to fall in love anymore because we know how easily the heart can be broke into a million tiny piece by any ways or words. We tend to question how it can be, why it happen; we forget that human is such a fragile creature that we often take for granted. We want people to understand yet we didn't understand our own selves. And often we forget that loving someone means we are ready to feel every possibility that our heart might never be the same again; either we feel content, and other wise we might lose the other part of our heart.

Tuesday, August 11, 2015

Time pass by

Posted by Mizy Mizearly at Tuesday, August 11, 2015

It will pass. It will get easier. The fact that it will get easier doesn't mean that it won't hurt now. And when people try to minimize your pain they are doing you a disservice. Don't do that. The truth is that it hurts because it's real. It hurts because it mattered. And that's an important thing to acknowledge to yourself. But that doesn't mean that it won't end, that it won't get better. Because it will. - John Green

Friday, July 24, 2015


Posted by Mizy Mizearly at Friday, July 24, 2015

Modern Mythology: Mermaids

From the Middle English mere meaning “sea” and maid, meaning “girl”, the mermaid is a legendary aquatic creature in a plethora of different cultures. In legend, they would sing to sailors at sea, enchanting them, and luring them to their deaths. No longer feared they trade in their tails for a pair of feet, returning only to the shallow waters of the sea in moments of nostalgia.

Monday, June 15, 2015


Posted by Mizy Mizearly at Monday, June 15, 2015
And just like that, it's June and I meant how fast is that? We already in the middle of 2015 and to be honest I'm not ready for this year to end. It can't be. There's so many things need to be done.

This past few months, I've been so busy and I know I haven't posted anything. It's not like there's nothing interesting happen but as I don't have time to updated it. I guess life in University isn't as fun as I thought before. It was, but at some point I don't really enjoy it. I did make some new friend but they just not like the 'friend' I thought they might be. It's hard. It's hard to find somebody whose demon play well with yours.  

Well, I've been spend most of my time alone. yeah, I rather be alone than be friend with a fake one. I riding bus and went to class alone. I drinking coffee and ate my lunch alone. I read book while listening to music alone. I guess it gives me time to think and set my mind free. 

But when I see a friend laughing with their best friend, a girl with her lover or a mother with her child, I realize even though I like being alone, I don't fancy being lonely. 

Wednesday, January 7, 2015

In Loving Memory

Posted by Mizy Mizearly at Wednesday, January 07, 2015

I know it is New Year, but I never thought to have a new start with this sad breaking news. You’re time has already come and I don’t know why. The last thing I heard you were doing just fine, it seems like just yesterday I was laughing with you. I know you are in good hands now. Having a beer for an old friend, rest in peace buddy. You will be missed. Memories will comfort until we meet again. Always loved and never forgotten. I believe death may be the last chapter in time, but the first chapter in eternity. Resting in Peace and Joy for all Eternity, my dear friend Eroney Anthony.

I wished there were a place for gracious dying,
A high place with a distant view.
Where we could gather for a celebration of life
and death and friendship, old and new.
I'd like a place where there would be good music,
Good food and wine - and laughter, games and fun -
And quiet talk with friends and good discussion 
Of what will happen when this life is done.

- Helen Ansley -


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