Monday, June 26, 2017

Love? No right or wrong answer

Posted by Mizy Mizearly at Monday, June 26, 2017
Reactions: 
0 comments



It's been a while, I know right. So, I finish my study just a few weeks ago and will be having my intern very soon. I hope I'll be having more times to write after this. So, as I'm really bored and lonely spending time all by myself at home, I was thinking to write something on here. So here I am. This is just a random thought and I just think I need to jot this down.

What is love? 
We hear this word almost everyday. But what does it actually means? There's no right or wrong answer, of course. It's up to you to define it.

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing, is your voice caught within your chest? That isn’t love, that’s just lust. Are you proud and eager to show them off? That isn’t love, it’s pride. 

Do you want them because you know they’re there? That isn’t love, it’s loneliness. Are you there because it’s what everyone wants? That isn’t love, it’s loyalty. Are you there because they kissed you or held your hand? That isn’t love, it’s low self esteem. 

Do you stay for their confessions of love because you don’t want to hurt them? That isn’t love, it’s pity. Do you belong to them because when you see them your heart skips a beat? That isn’t love, it’s infatuation. 

Do you pardon their faults because you care about them? That isn’t love, it’s friendship. Do you tell them every day that they’re the only one you think of? That isn’t love, that’s a lie. Are you willing to give up your favorite things for their sake? That isn’t love, it’s charity. 

Does your heart break when they’re sad? That’s love. Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts? That’s love. Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close, and holds you there? That’s love. Do you accept their faults, because it’s part of who we are? That’s love. Are you attached to others but stay with your love, without regret? That’s love. 

Would you give them your heart, your life, your death? Does 'Love' really have a power like that? A power over you? Think.

Friday, February 3, 2017

Bid Farewell to 2016, Say Hi to 2017

Posted by Mizy Mizearly at Friday, February 03, 2017
Reactions: 
0 comments


So this is it; my first post since the last time couldn't remember. I know I've been gone for such a long time. To be honest I almost forget having this blog. I also thought to erase this blog since I couldn't keep it updated. Well, that what I thought. But then, I just couldn't simply throw away everything I had built for quiet a few years now. This is everything that reminds me of who I was, and who I am now. I decide to delete some of my old post which I thought doesn't really matter anymore. 

Done with that, ugh. So I guess 2016 has pass me by then. A lot of things happen actually but I couldn't remember some of it; not that it's not important anymore but because it is very important that I choose to live that moment. yeah. As odd as 2016 may have been, I could never forget all the lesson I've learnt. There's ups and downs, pain and heartbreak, but never once a regret. I still count all the blessing I have received and the one yet to come. 

My wish for this 2017, to be one of those amazing year just like the years before. No new resolution as I still find myself struggling to achieve the old one. I've been studying my degree in Music and this is my senior year, my final year. So I just wish the best of everything I do in future, well I don't know what the future holds, I can only pray for the best of it. Well, that's sums up everything. I'll try to update as many as I can next time. 


Saturday, April 23, 2016

Memories to Look Back

Posted by Mizy Mizearly at Saturday, April 23, 2016
Reactions: 
0 comments
Usually I'm not really excited when it's come to April, which is my birthday month. Why? Because I don't really celebrate my birthday. yeah. It's just, I don't like celebrating the day when you become older, not literally ageing, but just become a little older. Basically, I don't like seeing the number increasing each year. It's scared me, to be honest. Being older means you become more wise yet it doesn't really define your maturity. The life's experience that makes you bolder, wiser and yes, more mature. 

God has gave me the most wonderful gift ever I could ask for. He gave me chances to met someone who gives meaning to my life again which I believe it doesn't happen for coincidence. The universe has existed for a billions of years and we ended up living at the same time, and I believe that counts for something. Our soul has met each other for a reason. 


Thank you for all the days we spend together and how I wish I have more time with you. Thank you for the love you gave me and for making my life meaningful again. Most of all, I thanked God that he gave us chance to met each other, to experience this life. 

Monday, February 29, 2016

Blue Moon

Posted by Mizy Mizearly at Monday, February 29, 2016
Reactions: 
0 comments


Everything went so fast. 

It's new year and then it's 29th February, which we only get to live by every 4 years. But that's not the point because we get to live and grow up each day. 

We did. 

We all want to grow up, so desperate to get there, to grab all the opportunities we can; to live. We're so busy trying to get out of that nest, we don't think about the fact that it's going to be cold out there.

Really freakin' cold. 
Because growing up sometimes means leaving people behind, and by the time we stand on our own two feet, we're standing there 'alone' and I wonder if you ever look up there, is there anyone staring back? 

Wednesday, December 2, 2015

December words

Posted by Mizy Mizearly at Wednesday, December 02, 2015
Reactions: 
0 comments


“It’s so hard to forget pain, but it’s even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for happiness. We learn so little from peace.” - Chuck Palahniuk

12/3/2015
And maybe, just maybe we don't want to fall in love anymore because we know how easily the heart can be broke into a million tiny piece by any ways or words. We tend to question how it can be, why it happen; we forget that human is such a fragile creature that we often take for granted. We want people to understand yet we didn't understand our own selves. And often we forget that loving someone means we are ready to feel every possibility that our heart might never be the same again; either we feel content, and other wise we might lose the other part of our heart.

Tuesday, August 11, 2015

Time pass by

Posted by Mizy Mizearly at Tuesday, August 11, 2015
Reactions: 
0 comments

It will pass. It will get easier. The fact that it will get easier doesn't mean that it won't hurt now. And when people try to minimize your pain they are doing you a disservice. Don't do that. The truth is that it hurts because it's real. It hurts because it mattered. And that's an important thing to acknowledge to yourself. But that doesn't mean that it won't end, that it won't get better. Because it will. - John Green

Friday, July 24, 2015

Mermaids

Posted by Mizy Mizearly at Friday, July 24, 2015
Reactions: 
0 comments

Modern Mythology: Mermaids

From the Middle English mere meaning “sea” and maid, meaning “girl”, the mermaid is a legendary aquatic creature in a plethora of different cultures. In legend, they would sing to sailors at sea, enchanting them, and luring them to their deaths. No longer feared they trade in their tails for a pair of feet, returning only to the shallow waters of the sea in moments of nostalgia.

Monday, June 15, 2015

Alone

Posted by Mizy Mizearly at Monday, June 15, 2015
Reactions: 
0 comments
And just like that, it's June and I meant how fast is that? We already in the middle of 2015 and to be honest I'm not ready for this year to end. It can't be. There's so many things need to be done.

This past few months, I've been so busy and I know I haven't posted anything. It's not like there's nothing interesting happen but as I don't have time to updated it. I guess life in University isn't as fun as I thought before. It was, but at some point I don't really enjoy it. I did make some new friend but they just not like the 'friend' I thought they might be. It's hard. It's hard to find somebody whose demon play well with yours.  

Well, I've been spend most of my time alone. yeah, I rather be alone than be friend with a fake one. I riding bus and went to class alone. I drinking coffee and ate my lunch alone. I read book while listening to music alone. I guess it gives me time to think and set my mind free. 

But when I see a friend laughing with their best friend, a girl with her lover or a mother with her child, I realize even though I like being alone, I don't fancy being lonely. 

 

♥ When My Heart Speak ♥ Copyright © 2010 Design by Ipietoon Blogger Template Graphic from Enakei