The Vampire Diaries: Season 4 Premier

After kissing Elena, Stefan never imagined for that night to turn out the way it did. Elena dying or even coming back to turn into a vampire was the last thing Stefan ever wanted for her. Feeling the guilt pound into him realizing he could have changed the events and saved Elena from this fate, it’s just a matter of time to see whether he breaks or survives through this darkness. Although he is worried about helping Elena since he himself is still trying to gain control over his own urges, he is glad that Damon will stick around to help out.

• Isn’t too surprised finding out Klaus didn’t really die since Damon and everyone did not die along with Klaus when he was staked.
• Tries to focus mostly on Elena even though he is worried Klaus will be after him since he was a part of putting Klaus down.
• Blames himself heavily for what happened to Elena and is reminded all the time by Damon giving him crap.
• Tries to push his emotions to the side and work with Damon to take care of Elena, knowing he can’t do it alone.
• Tries to knock sense into Jeremy in other methods then Damon’s to have him help his sister out more.
• Glad that Caroline is around to be close with Elena and help her out through her transition as well. Grows closer with Caroline in the process.

I can't wait for the next season, that is season 4. Okay this is what I think will happen next on the story. 

The Vampire Diaries: The Ends of Season 3

As I really enjoying and love watching The Vampire Diaries, finally season3 has come to the end. The story getting more fun and interesting time by time. In Season3, there are so many drama, emotion and conflict on the story. 

We can see how Stefan fighting for his feeling towards Elena. No matter how he try to pull his self away, he can't deny that he always loves and care for Elena. At the same time, Elena begin to confuse with her own feelings, her feelings for Damon. I can see that her feelings for Damon begin to develop and it's even complicated. 

Damon as usual, he always portrait to be the bad guy even he's not always the bad guy. His feelings for Elena real and he willing to do anything just to make sure Elena is safe. In the end of season3, Elena have to make her final choice, her final decision. 

  “Don’t be hypocrite Elena, and choose who you want at once…because the two Salvatores are not going to wait for you forever. They also have the right to be happy, you do not you think?” Caroline to Elena

Yes, to choose between Damon and Stefan. For what? just watch the story okay. The one she choose, non other than the person he love the most, Stefan. She told Damon that if maybe they had met first, they might be together. What makes me really surprise, Damon actually the first one to met Elena before but he erased her memory that time so she can't remember to met with Damon before. That was Damon's biggest mistake. 

That was the one thing Elena Gilbert knew would go by faster then anyone realized. But, what she didn’t prepare for was dying in a car crash similar to her parents. Waking up in the hospital, she now has a very important decision to make. With time seeming to start to slow down for the residents in Mystic Falls, what will happen now with their lives as the human population is slowly beginning to dwindle down? With eternity now starting for most of our characters, will they leave Mystic Falls behind and never look back? Or will they continue their lives at home with their families and maybe even try and have a normal one of their own? Only time will tell.

Secret..

We all have secrets we keep locked away from the rest of the world. Friendships we pretend, relationships we hide. The worst of all is the love we never let show, the most dangerous secrets a person can bury are those we keep from ourselves.

Tomorrow will be better

I didn't go to school today. I over-sleep or maybe I just did it, on purpose. The truth is my heart isn't there, I don't even want to. Form6 ? I'm tired, I'm bored. With the same environment, have to see the same face, I mean the Teacher. It's makes me sick. urghh. I dream to pursue my future study in University. I want a new experience. I know, being far away from your family is really hard sometimes but that's the things I want to experience. To live by my own, which is I'm the one who will makes all the decision. Just me. 

So I guess, I don't have any choice now. I have to go to school tomorrow and pretending like everything's okay. Pretend that I enjoy it there. Pretend to Like everyone. They just annoying. I have to face it and I hope tomorrow will be better...

Don’t stop chasing, don't stop trying..

Don’t stop chasing.

I think that one of the biggest reason why relationships do not work out in the long run is because at one point, one side (or both) stops trying. Before one claims another person as their significant other, they would do anything to make that person happy. They would chase, they would flirt, they would be charming. They would send daily morning and goodnight texts every time you wake up or go to sleep. They would write corny messages and pick up lines just to make sure that there is a smile upon your face. But once they claim you as theirs, all of those things eventually stop. The 5 page texts slowly turn into 1. The constant calls turn into not calling at all. And the lovely endearments turn into daily arguments. In order for a relationship to work, don’t ever stop chasing. Just because the person you want is now consider “yours”, it does not mean they deserve anything less than the time when you’re trying to win them over.

The meaning of ''Holding hands''

Holding hands may seem like an innocent gesture, but they show more than a simple interlocking of fingers. Your hands are one of the most essential parts of your body: you build with them, feed with them, hold with them, touch with them, fight with them; they are the tools of the human body. To take a hold of another’s hand is to break from living individually. It is to link yourself to another being, to momentarily entwine your life with another’s, to promise, for a moment, that you need not face the world alone. More simple, more aesthetically naive than other forms of affection, i.e kissing, hugging, sexing.., the act of holding hands is often trivialized in its true implications. 

A Long Drive to Nowhere

I want to go on a road trip. Just you, me, the highway and the radio. The blue sky, the black roads and the windows open. we'll talk about everything and nothing and we'll sing our hearts out to our favorite songs. we'll make memories we'll never, ever forget. Just you and me. 

I hope we both can go together on a road trip. Just us, on the lonely road, going somewhere, that even us don't know where to go. Isn't that fun :) I want to do this just once, once for my lifetime. That's my wish..

Goodbye May, Hello June 2012..

So, It's June already, 2 June. Maybe it's a little late for me too wish goodbye to May and Hello to June and Yes Happy Gawai to all Serawakian, yesterday actually, 1 June, but people always say that better late than never. Actually I'm a little busy this holiday. I'm just back from Kota Kinabalu yesterday night. Today, I have to rush to go to church for some activity and there's a little party at my house today. A little celebration for Kaamatan and Gawai. So we're having this chicken cook inside the Bamboo. I never taste it before and it's actually a traditional food for Iban/Bidayuh. I'm not really sure. 

There's so many amazing things happen in May and hopefully June will be more awesome. I met a new friends and yes there's also a bad memory but let me keep it for myself. There's 1 more week for my Mid-term holiday and I'm not so sure what to do. I hope I can see him soon. I really really miss him :'(

Anyway, wish you guys to have a wonderful experience this month. Adios !