I know how it's feels.

I KNOW HOW IT'S FEELS

To have a hole in my heart

To lay awake thinking there's nothing left

To laugh when I wanta cry

To feel empty inside

But now thanks to you.

I KNOW HOW IT'S FEELS

To have a unbroken heart

To be loved

To laugh so hard I cry

To lay awake cause life is better than any dream.

I never hide the truth, I just don't tell them.

A little girl and her father were crossing a bridge.

The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter: 
"Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river." The little girl said:
"No, Dad. You hold my hand." 
"What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father. 

"There's a big difference," replied the little girl. 
"If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go." 

In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expecting them to hold yours...

We found LOVE

It's like you're screaming, and no one can hear . You almost feel ashamed.
That someone could be that important. That without them, you feel like nothing.
No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you.
And when it's over, and it's gone, You almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back.
So that you could have the good.

It’s the way I’m feeling I just can’t deny.
But I’ve gotta let it go.

We found love in a hopeless place. . .

Picture perfect memory

I always fall in love with memory . When I have to move on and I feel like I forgetting something, there's always a  picture that will reminds me of all the good memories. It doesn't matter whether it is something I want to keep remember for another thousand years or either it is something I wan't to forget. Everything that happen yesterday, today and tomorrow will always appear as a memory. That's why I always love camera because its remembers little things, long after you have forgotten everything. That's why they say, picture perfect memories. I can always look back to the picture and reminisce all the memories from the past, even when the person on it does change. I always believe that things do not change: but we, people, we change . 

Teenage dream

you know what ? Love as long as you still breath. don't ever feel tired to spread

and share your love with everyone. teenage life is just for once in a lifetime.

Make it count, don't waste any hour of it because you may regret it someday.

Love is good, just sometimes we the one who make it miserable.

I am 'Black' . .

again, i copied this from  http://www.blogthings.com/ ''What is your Color Name'' . so here my result . by the way i love yellow . so for my result, the color for my name is 'Black' . Black ? i guess lucky me :D

it say . . that  my name tells people that i'm are serious and sophisticated. my name makes me seem like a total mystery. i'm elegant and a bit apart from everyone else. i''m much more formal than those around everyone. People see me as smart and together. i'm also come off as a bit eccentric, and others respect that i'm are different from them. i can adapt well to most situations, but i'll never feel like i'm truly fit in anywhere. 

well i don't really sure about this, but some of it seems to make a sense for me . BLACK .

Toxic Society

It is all make a sense to me. People, the 'society' will never see you as a person, you always want to be instead they always expecting you to be more like what they want you to be. NO. It doesn't work like that. Just don't let them bring you down and I won't let them  bring me down. I don't give a fuck. Not anymore .

My hidden name's meaning

I took this quiz on the internet, http://www.blogthings.com/ you can give a try . so this is my result . My full name; Mizy Mizearly . 

You Are Powerful and Determined

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. 

And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited...

 which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. 

You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. 

Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.
You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.
But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. 

You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. 

Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. 

But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. 
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. 
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. 

But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

Inspired by Tumblr : Eiffel Tower, Paris

I ♥ Tumblr because somehow it gives me so many inspiration. I made this picture especially for Tumblr. I've seen many photo like this on Tumblr so I decide to take a photo like that. By the way the Eiffel Tower was a gift from my best-friend. Thank you so much dear ! 

Photography by whenmyheartspeak.blogspot.c

Three little birds .

but for some reason there's no point to worry about anything anyway .

 well, i'm saying that we all grow old someday and we all die anyway :D

Being a loser .

“Maybe the truth is, there’s a little bit of loser in all of us. Being happy isn’t having everything in your life be perfect. Maybe it’s about stringing together all the little things.”

- Ann Brashares, The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants

We are young .

Last night, i've watched Glee Season3 and i heard this song, their perform it . i like this song . 

give me a second i, i need to get my story straight . my friends are in the bathroom . getting higher than the empire state, 
my lover she's waiting for me, just across the bar . 

my seats been taken by some sunglasses, asking 'bout a scar . 

and i know i gave it to you months ago, 

i know you're trying to forget .

but between the drinks and subtle things the holes in my apologies . 
you know i'm trying hard to take it back, so if by the time the bar closes, and you feel like falling down i'll carry you home . 
tonight, we are young . so let's set the world on fire, we can burn brighter than the sun . tonight, we are young . so let's set the world on fire, we can burn brighter than the sun . 

carry me home tonight, just carry me home tonight. 

carry me home tonight, just carry me home tonight. 
the moon is on my side, i have no reason to run . 
so will someone come and carry me home tonight . 

the angels never arrived, but i can hear the choir . 

so will someone come and carry me home .

tonight, we are young . so let's set the world on fire, we can burn brighter than the sun . tonight, we are young. so let's set the world on fire, we can burn brighter than the sun . 

tonight, we are young . so let's set the world on fire, we can burn brighter than the sun . 

we are young !

so if by the time the bar closes, and you feel like falling down i'll 
carry you home tonight .

Tell A Girl She's Beautiful

Careful with your words . .

When someone copies a quote you always say .

no matter how carefully you choose your words, they'll always
end up being twisted by others . remember, you can't take 
back your words . it's only can forgiven but not forgotten .

The world around me disappear

When i'm with you in the car, listening and singing together 
to our favorite song, 
seems like the world around us, disappear. So much joy!

- - - - - - - - 

And when i'm in the car alone and a sad song comes on the radio, 
I stare out the window and act like i'm in a movie, 

seems like the world around me disappear. So sad!

Move, Travel, Take the chance, Take the risk

This is the thing: When you hit 28 or 30, everything begins to divide. You can see very clearly two kinds of people. On one side, people who have used their 20s to learn and grow, to find … themselves and their dreams, people who know what works and what doesn’t, who have pushed through to become real live adults. Then there’s the other kind, who are hanging onto college, or high school even, with all their might. They’ve stayed in jobs they hate, because they’re too scared to get another one. They’ve stayed with men or women who are good but not great, because they don’t want to be lonely. … they mean to develop intimate friendships, they mean to stop drinking like life is one big frat party. But they don’t do those things, so they live in an extended adolescence, no closer to adulthood than when they graduated.

Don’t be like that. Don’t get stuck. Move, travel, take a class, take a risk. There is a season for wildness and a season for settledness, and this is neither. This season is about becoming. Don’t lose yourself at happy hour, but don’t lose yourself on the corporate ladder either. Stop every once in a while and go out to coffee or climb in bed with your journal.

Ask yourself some good questions like: “Am I proud of the life I’m living? What have I tried this month? … Do the people I’m spending time with give me life, or make me feel small? Is there any brokenness in my life that’s keeping me from moving forward?”

Now is your time. Walk closely with people you love, and with people who believe … life is a grand adventure. Don’t get stuck in the past, and don’t try to fast-forward yourself into a future you haven’t yet earned. Give today all the love and intensity and courage you can, and keep traveling honestly along life’s path .

Tumblr and Inspiration

yess. I wanna talk about Tumblr this night. I remember, maybe I've post about this before. Yeahh, but never mind. I love Tumblr. It gives me a lot of inspiration. About everything. Everything you will ever imagine. Yeahh, probably you'll never understand it unless you experience it. I can Tumblring all day like I have nothing to do. Tumblr is special. Tumblr for Tumblr. 

I love You This Big

Well, this song is originally sing by Scotty Mccreery the winner for the American Idol season 10, 2011. He genre is a country song, and I do love country. I like this song, especially the lyric and yesss, he sound awesome with his deep voice.  

I know I'm still young

But, I know how I feel

I might not have too much experience

But, I know when love is real.

By the way my heart starts pounding

When I look into your eyes

I might look a little silly

Standing with my arms stretched open wide.

I love you this big

Eyes have never seen... this big

No-one's ever dreamed... this big

And I'll spend the rest of my life

Explaining what words cannot describe but, I'll try

I love you this big

I'll love you to the moon and back

I'll love you all the time

Deeper than the ocean

And higher than the pines.

Cause boy, you do something to me

Deep down in my heart

I know I look a little crazy

Standing with my arms stretched all apart.

I love you this big

Eyes have never seen... this big

No-one's ever dreamed... this big

And I'll spend the rest of my life

Explaining what words cannot describe but, I'll try

I love you this big

So much bigger than I ever dreamed my heart ever would

I love you this big

And I'd write your name in stars across the sky

If I could, I would . . .

Goodbye 2011