'I' no longer 'ME'.

You’ll be sick or feeling troubled or deeply in love or quietly uncertain or even content for the first time in your life. It won’t matter. Out of the blue, beyond any cause you can trace, you’ll suddenly realize things are not how you perceived them to be at all. 

For some reason, you will no longer be the person you believed you once were. You’ll detect slow and subtle shifts going on all around you, more importantly shifts in you. Worse, you’ll realize it’s always been shifting, like a shimmer of sorts, a vast shimmer, only dark like a room. But you won’t understand why or how.

'They' told me how I've change so much and the truth is we all did and to be honest I'm not changing I'm just growing up. yeahh, growing up..

Flashmob Project: Oppa + Shuffle dance

Check this out !

This is our Flashmob Project that we've been work out for almost 1 months. You also can watch the video at Youtube. just click this link Flasmob Project

Flashmob project by Labuk Dance Company (LDC Freelance). Dancing the Shuffle and Oppa Style. Just for fun !

Venue: Telupid Town
Date: 13 October 2012
Music: Everyday I'm shuffelin' by LMFAO, Orang Sabah Style 2.0, Oppa Nganam Style and Fantastic Baby by Big Bang.

It's okay to give up..

Some people say that letting go is hard, but holding on is harder. 

I know, letting go never been easy but holding on could be just as difficult. 

And sometimes, letting go doesn't mean giving up. But rather accepting that there are things that cannot be.

And I, I have convince myself that it's okay to give up..

It's easier to lie

Each days, I've gotten so good at lying to myself

because It's easy to lie 
than to admit how it's really
hurt you..


And the cruel lies are often told in silence..

2012 September 12

Never too late; Hope for the hopeless

Writing here, Cause there's nothing left here, For me to do. But please know that I'm trying to make up for my mistakes And you're moving on. With guilty memories, But I was wrong To ever test us. This broken road is more than I can take..

So this is the way that I'll tell you, That I'll leave you alone if you want me to. But I've had enough of this life alone. I'll give it up this time I know. I don't deserve to tell you that I love you. There's nothing in this world I'd take above you. I'm dead inside. Bring me back to life.

I'll leave this note for you to read. So you won't forget that all I need is you, Is you!! And the world is not so clear any more. Since the day that you walked right out that door, I knew all I need is you.

If It's never too late to show you who I am, I know you want to love me. I know you understand that I could be your missing page. 

~ Secondhand Serenade

The sun will shine again; Hello October, Goodbye September

'' Every end is a new beginning''. . . 

September, it just like a nightmare for me. It's unpredictable. Everything that happen to me had change the way I think, the way I act and to be honest I've become someone else. I barely forget who I am, who I was. I was lost. . . It's not like me at all. . .

These wounds won't seem to heal. This pain is just too real. There's just too much that time cannot erase. 

I Will get used to it. . . I will. . .

''Time to change. There's no use, hoping for something that won't happen. . '' - He said

He's right. It's October and I have to leave everything behind. I know, the sun will shine for me again. It will. . 

:)