Un-explained

When you burst out crying alone in your room, and you realize that no one truly knows how unhappy you are because you don't know how to explain what's going on Unexplainedand no one wants to listen either. 

I lay there for hours, watching the sky grow dark. The half-moon cast a shaft of pale light across my bed. It was so beautiful, perfect night, but that just made me feel even sadder. 

When the promises is broken

I think the only reason why people hold onto memories so tight is because memories 

are the only things that don't change even when everybody else does.. There's nothing

to say. Words aren't gonna change anything. 

 

 

Falling Apart

Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won’t either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left, or hurt, or death brushes near, let yourself sit by an apple tree and listen to the apples falling all around you in heaps, wasting their sweetness. Tell yourself you tasted as many as you could.

I don't know what to do or what to say. Seems like there's no hope for me any more. Oh God, please show me the way. 

Some say that we need to see each other and talk about it. Be prepare for the risk ahead of you. It might end up bad or good. Good is when we both find the oneness and if it's bad, it doesn't mean that you fail. God has his plan for both of you. It may hurts but remember, it's just an emotion that needs time to let go and move forward. God is good and he is what you need. Trust in him and he will show you the way..

Some say that for me to find the happiness, I need to let go of the things that keep me hurting. Sometimes, the person I want the most is the person I'm best without. Don't do something permanently stupid just because you temporarily upset. Don't let he makes you cry again. stay strong. 

Right here right now, all I know is I love him too much that it's keeps me hurting.

I'm complicated, I know that..

Sometimes, you just need to step outside, get some air and remain yourself of who you are and who you want to be. 

sometimes, it takes a painful situation to make us change our ways. Proverbs 20:30

Everyone is broken..

I wonder what it’s like to have someone fall for you. And I mean really fall for you. Not just they want to get in your pants because they think you’re attractive. But be consumed with every little piece of you. The way you talk, the way you laugh, the way you just exist. To everyone in love: you don’t know how lucky you are. 

Don't Speak

 

Don't speak, I can't believe. This is here happening. Our situation isn't right. Get real, who you playing with? I never thought you'd be like this You were supposed to be there by my side..

When you say that you want me, I just don't believe it. You're always ready to give up
Whenever I turn around..

What if I need you baby? Would you even try to save me? Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true. What if I said I loved you? Would you be the one to run to? Or would you watch me walk away Without a fight..

I'm so sick of worrying, That you're gonna quit over anything. I could trip and you'd let go like that and everything that we ever were. Seems to fade but not the hurt, Cause you don't know the good things from the bad.

When I say that I want you. You know that I mean it. And in my hour of weakness
There's still time to try.. but..

What if I need you baby? Would you even try to save me? Or would you find some lame excuse,To never be true. What if I said I loved you? Would you be the one to run to? Or would you watch me walk away Without a fight..

Every time I speak you try to stop me. Cause every little thing I say is wrong. You say you're noticing but you never see. This is who I really am, that you can't believe. Makes me want to know right now If it's me you'll live without Or would you change your mind.. What if I need you?

I can't live without you..